Chelluri Nageswar Rao
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Thu Nov 21 18:55:37 CST 1996
In a message dated 96-11-21 12:12:25 EST,
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Chelluri_N_Rao_ at smtp.ncd.usace.army.mil
Date: 96-11-21 12:12:25 EST
Since my childhood I am always fascinated by the personal lives
of enlightend people. Learned a few things how they got to where
they are today. I am a strong believer in brahmacharyam
(celibacy)still striving to be one. Like anything the TIME has to
come. Here I like to post a personal experience to support my
She is the youngest of all living saintly person in world today.
She is one of the most beautiful women. Whole lot of people in
this world (perhaps from other worlds too)come to have a glimpse
of her and am one of them. She never talks with anybody except
those close to her. I am fascinated, obsessed and infatuated by
her beauty, knowledge and manners and fell in love. She never
had any formal education but she know as much or even more as all
of us put together. She is a Servagni.
I had the good fortune to meet her and have discussions. Somehow
she took a liking (may be because I think God is SHE) and talk
without reservations. During one of these discussions I told her
that I am madly in love like gopikas with krishna. Would she
reciprocate?. She said that YUGA(Time) is different from this
YUGA and that is not appropriate in kali yuga and that she is not
interested in that kind of love. Further she added that she likes
remain celibate. I am very much impressed with her response.
Thought to myself here is a person qualified to be my guru. I
could have had a perfect guru-sishya relationship but for her
assistane who got jealous and started putting obstacles. I
gaveup thinking it is not meant to be. I took a photo of her,
gave it to a sculptor in India and have make a 16" vigraha out of
a stone. I worship this diety everyday with ekagrata.
One can transcend Anger, Jealousy and like qualities except Kamam
One has to be like Ramana or Ramakrishna or this young lady.
My point is one should be celibate in thought and action to gain
brahmajnanam. Ofcourse there are ways to get around which I will
talk about at a later date if you are interested.
Appreciate if you post experiences from which people like me
ordinary men can learn.
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